misspeach13

Okay it was a dare... The dare was that if we went out it would only last two weeks. I broke up with him at exactly two weeks. I'm not even upset just really pissed that I was used for a dare and that was the only reason he dated me... And to rub salt into the wound I got detention for having too many tardies. Yes they still give those... And to top it all off I had to go home and do hours of make-up work from being sick on Monday. So it wasn't the best day yesterday. I'm actually writing this now because I didn't have time last night. Oh well. It's over now anyway so... Bedtime!  

Alrighty, so I broke up with him... But it's all good now. A little upset because I kinda feel like I was being used for a dare, but it's whatever... So that's that. I guess I'm not really upset that we broke up as much as I'm just irritated that people would look at me as someone they could use like that. Like they think I'm a huge pushover or something. Yeah I'm pretty easy going but I don't really consider myself a pushover. Idk... Time to go eat food and watch anime. Bye guys!   

Okay so lately I've been really confused. My thoughts are all over the place. I'm not really sure what to do about lots of things. I recently started going out with this guy that I thought I liked, but now I don't know... Ugh, I'm seeing how it goes but I just don't know my own feelings anymore. I feel really lame for saying this but I think I liked it better when we were friends... Ugh I'm a huge friendzoner right now...  Relationships aren't the only thing I'm confused about though. I guess I just feel like I'm not sure who to talk to anymore. Like, I have my close friends that I trust, but I don't feel like I'm completely understood. My sc